Tuesday, March 15, 2005
hoping to see him online in msn.. i haven see him online since last yr.. even he online tis yr i oso nv gt to meet him.. fr frenster can see if he came online..sian diao!!! but even he came online..will i have the courage to tok to him ma.. or will it turn out to b like the last time mi n him chat online when he approached mi himself nehx?
the last time mi n him sms-ed: during CNY
the last time mi n him tok on the phone : last yr
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CIP at Chek Jawa~ early in the morning woke up blah blah blah..
wondering will he b in sch.. _no he wasnt there_
sat the bus den go took boat to pulau ubin~ on board the boat..i found out the peg tt was marked with my name which i done at SP open hse was lost..it is no longer attached to my bag.. ='[ ..
the breeze was cool.. just like that time mi n him sat at sum where.. when the breeze "splashed" on us.. so cooling.. both of us enjoyed the breeze that nite.. walked for abt 1 hr _izzit?_ den reach chek java.. gt lots of dogs on the way.. haha.._haix_ wad eva it is.. everything jus contain the memories i n him share.. despite it is my first trip to pulau ubin~ why?
what is the world tryin to arrive at..? argh!
pick litter den byebye...
sum bad things happen..shant mention abt it lah.. those present shld koe y.. vic mention abt shi ning on how brave she was to do that.... my tears flow down.. i tot of her.. i miss her still.. wonder if she nv leave us..where will she b.. assume that she will still b with us in band n joined for syf rite..13 more days to her 5 mths of departing le.. _ning aka my 3rd papa, i miss u since 28/10/04_
going side track abit..still rmb the day ning left us..i wasnt in sck.. but the first guy i saw is him when i enter the sck compound tt day.. _haix_
went back to singapore island around 11+ sat bus n went to smb to meet sapphire for movie..quite shocked abt sumting while waiting for the bus lah..even shalene, liyi n prem were shocked.. _haix_
HOWL MOVING CASTLE -HERE I COME!
hahax...
jolie joined us for the movie..after movie..we saw ah ma n ahgong..tt bloody hell damn buay zi tong! see ahma n ah gong
dating still go there b like light bulb.. sun plaza very bright olready still stand there.. >_< BLOODY HELL U GO EAT SHIT LAH!
suppose to go down to find slayers n guys.. cus they havin training today.. but so sorry sia!! dui bu qi~ =[
tot i will see him today.. but in the end i didnt.. since fri so in counting is 4 days le.. tml? will it be so? tml gt band n eng course..haix..with the sudden change of time.. will i still b seeing him? hope i can..just one glance i m happy..=P
still waiting for his sms....waiting for him to cum online.. since 12 jan 2005
yipeeS-
